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[1rockford1 5,000+ posts]

so hows the whole gettin clean thing goin?

good question, program monday ,tuesday and fri. for mental health and drugs. tbh im nervous to go to the drug classes cuz i dont wana b the KiD thats been clean for 3 weeks and there all like i smoked crack last night. and it comes to me and im like i ummm talked car audio all night. kinda wana mix the drug and mental classes up a tad. maby 80% mental and 20% drug classes. we get to pick.

 

[1rockford1 5,000+ posts]

hillbilly heroin is some of the worst stuff to get off of. I have a lot of old friends who are really effed up on those things

hahahah

 

[subzero 5,000+ posts]

hillbilly heroin is some of the worst stuff to get off of. I have a lot of old friends who are really effed up on those things

attended a funeral because of that. dude was so out, he drown in his own vomit.

 

[Bassin Buick]

1mtx1 waht kinda pills? roxys&oxys?

 

[Louisiana_CRX 5,000+ posts]

What really sux is when you have to sell off your car audio cheap for crack....

 

[1rockford1 5,000+ posts]

1mtx1 waht kinda pills? roxys&oxys?

lol anything i could get. my girl was geting pills so yea easy street. next my car accident 14 months of pills. 4 surgeris to my hands so yea not good. upperzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

 

[subzero 5,000+ posts]

Thats when you might as well learn to make it yourself...

 

[06goat 10+ year member]

good question, program monday ,tuesday and fri. for mental health and drugs. tbh im nervous to go to the drug classes cuz i dont wana b the KiD thats been clean for 3 weeks and there all like i smoked crack last night. and it comes to me and im like i ummm talked car audio all night. kinda wana mix the drug and mental classes up a tad. maby 80% mental and 20% drug classes. we get to pick.

dude dont worry about bein that kid that should put you above anyone else in the class. Set an example. show everyone they need to find a passion equivilant to car audio for u. or maybe not a passion but something to keep them thinking. on top of getting yourself clean you could help them realize its time to get clean and that should make u feel better.

 

[Bassin Buick]

never really did that.

 

[1rockford1 5,000+ posts]

dude dont worry about bein that kid that should put you above anyone else in the class. Set an example. show everyone they need to find a passion equivilant to car audio for u. or maybe not a passion but something to keep them thinking. on top of getting yourself clean you could help them realize its time to get clean and that should make u feel better.

your right but its hard saying im drug free to them. there older for the most part and i dont wana set in a 45min class and when they get to me and i say well im drug free for x amount of time and i played xbox lol. ghey

 

[1rockford1 5,000+ posts]

What really sux is when you have to sell off your car audio cheap for crack....

tbh i never done that but im sure it happens. 1mtx1 knows a guy thats gona lose his house cuz of pain pills etc.

 

[Bassin Buick]

Yeah , it's really hard when you get them legally. There is a thread on here somewhere where i told my story , i was really effed up as a teenager. cocaine was my vice. had a g/f with a trust fund and a coke/crack habit. LOL

 

[Louisiana_CRX 5,000+ posts]

i like pain better than pills so i never really bothered with pills...the pain is like a challenge...and i like to beat it.....

 

[06goat 10+ year member]

your right but its hard saying im drug free to them. there older for the most part and i dont wana seat in a 45 class and when they get to me and i say well im drug free for x amount of time and i played xbox lol. ghey

lol so what are you gonna lie to them and say you smoked rocks 2 days ago? tbch that would make u act like a 6th grader trying to fit in, who gives a flying fvck if your clean longer than them, the reason your in there is so you can focus on number one. If they had classes you would be the only one in you wouldnt have a problem telling the teacher or w/e that youve been clean for x days correct? Treat the class like your the only one in it who cares about the other people?

yeah easier said than done but your taking time out of you day to go to these classes and i think you should make the best of it.

 

[1rockford1 5,000+ posts]

lol so what are you gonna lie to them and say you smoked rocks 2 days ago? tbch that would make u act like a 6th grader trying to fit in, who gives a flying fvck if your clean longer than them, the reason your in there is so you can focus on number one. If they had classes you would be the only one in you wouldnt have a problem telling the teacher or w/e that youve been clean for x days correct? Treat the class like your the only one in it who cares about the other people?
yeah easier said than done but your taking time out of you day to go to these classes and i think you should make the best of it.

see i dont lie, iwould do it . your right im there from 845 t0 230. gota go in a few hours lol. they have a taxi get me but today i wana see the dr and i will drive. soon i wil leave my job and b done im gona kill some one. not good