Benzos

[Buck 5,000+ posts]

The problem is, I was nuts before I drank or smoked marijuana or anything. By nuts I mean having anxiety and depressed. Weed helps to go asleep at night and gets rid of anxiety, but I can't be high all the time.

It runs deep //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/fyi.gif.9f1f679348da7204ce960cfc74bca8e0.gif

 

[E-Rock 10+ year member]

Dropped some bs math class and that made me feel a little better but once i start exercising again and get other **** on track ill probably be okay. Just a scary wakeup call that I might need psychotherapy. I felt better earlier in college and hs when I was smoking the ganja.

 

[Buck 5,000+ posts]

Ya I had to drop a class too already.

Idk, I just have to fight this shit inside me every day and I don't have enough energy or will to do anything else. It sucks. Just can't give up.

 

[MisterDeadeye 10+ year member]

See, even when I'm asleep, I still have anxiety and depression. I'm to the point now where my dreams are crazy and I wake up with anxiety. It's to a point now where it's having a major physical effect on my body. I could go in to details but I'll just say I feel like shit mentally and physically every single day.

Oh my God, this. I get little sleep at night, because every time I feel tired enough to lie down, I end up rolling over and over and over and over, thinking about every single thing possible, going deeper and deeper in thought until I'm wide awake again. Then when I finally GET to sleep, I wake up every few hours for absolutely no reason, or my dream wakes me up. I have back pain every day, along with absolutely no energy, and don't even really have the ability to focus.

And these problems stem from a time loooong before I ever tried any kind of drug. I have so many issues, and get the feeling that I want to puke at least once a day just from sheer thought about myself. Sucks.

 

[Buck 5,000+ posts]

I roll in my sleep like a crocodile trying to kill it's prey //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/fyi.gif.9f1f679348da7204ce960cfc74bca8e0.gif

 

[E-Rock 10+ year member]

I have crazy dreams all the time too. Most of the time they are lucid or vivid (the one where you can control what you are doing) sometimes I have dreams within dreams. **** is crazy yo. This has been going on for months. Not all of them are bad/nightmares and some are enjoyable. I guess this anxiety problem is a pretty common disorder in the population.

 

[-01limited- 10+ year member]

My g/f suffers from the same thing. If she wakes up in the middle of the night she jumps and is short of breath real bad and it scares the hell out of me.

 

[destined2race 10+ year member]

i had a panic attack along time ago and get anxiety often. It use to be worse, i use to have troubles falling asleep and everytime i was sore or something didnt feel good id think i had cancer or sumn. I went to one psyc appointment and he asked me if i wanted meds. I said no id deal with it, and everytime i go through it i make myself work it out and remember its in my head. Ive smoked the ganj a long time, and first time i had one was from being higher than the sky and thought i couldnt breathe. Was weird cuz i had smoked 100x more b4 than what i had that night... but for some reason it got to my head. I have depression that runs in my family but i try to look at that the same way.

Most of us have a lot of stress from family, school, jobs, or what have you. If you really want to get better keep looking for new things to help (church, volunteering, hobbies, etc) instead of drugs. Then at night when your trying to fall asleep you can think of all the positive things you did.

 

[audioholic 5,000+ posts]

Ive smoked the ganj a long time, and first time i had one was from being higher than the sky and thought i couldnt breathe. Was weird cuz i had smoked 100x more b4 than what i had that night... but for some reason it got to my head.

Did you drink any alcohol that night? For some people, mixing pot and alcohol really intensifies the effect.

 

[Louisiana_CRX 5,000+ posts]

I drive a Benzo coupe.....

 

[Joseph7195 10+ year member]

I was having anxiety problems years ago and was prescribed Lorazepam 1mg 3 times a day and it worked for a while. But nothing got better till I got to the root of my problems, which was having complete lack of control of my life and feeling helpless to do anything about it. Turns out I did have control of my life and i quit the drinking, weed smoking(Oh god i miss my herb) and the lorazepam. I take benadryl if I need help sleeping. It takes a lot of searching to find the root of all problems, but I hope everyone the best in finding theirs. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/biggrin.gif.d71a5d36fcbab170f2364c9f2e3946cb.gif

 

[audioholic 5,000+ posts]

I came into this thread to talk about BMW's

You mean Mercedes?