Benzos

[E-Rock 10+ year member]

How many of y'all been on Benzodiazepines? I had an anxiety attack last week for the first time. The pills make me feel pretty good. I had some mood swings at first but now I feel so chill and want more.

Doctor put me on Clonazepam, but since my anxiety overlaps with depression it probably isn't the best treatment for now.

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[wenn_du_weinst 10+ year member]

bipolar? I've heard of the stuff but my give a **** is so low I never had to get any.

 

[Buck 5,000+ posts]

I have. Um, bad experience.

 

[E-Rock 10+ year member]

Nah, I'm not bipolar. Just so much stress from school, money, family etc... Depression also runs in my family so idk, I gotta see a shrink. But **** I love being so chill. I really don't give too much of a **** about anything right now.

I did Xanax recreationally a few times. This give me some crazy dreams though. I'm running outta meds so it looks like its time to hit up the doc and see if I can get something else. It really messes with my workout activities because of the muscle relaxant properties. Snorting 1mg really gives some crazy head high, at first its like a super euphoria and now I don't want to move.

 

[Buck 5,000+ posts]

I have anxiety and depression. I'm currently back in school and my anxiety is through the roof. I feel for you man. I have to get on something now for it, or once again I'm not going to make it through school. Anxiety is one of the worst feelings in the world. I feel like the alien is trying to bust out of my chest.

 

[MisterDeadeye 10+ year member]

Etizolam? Similar to Valium, etc., only it's more potent by the mg and has a far less dependency rate.

And yes, I've done Benzos. I actually have anxiety and depression as well. College threw me through so many emotions and stress that I ended up not going to class and sitting in my room all day.

I'll eventually go back, but I've decided to go soul searching for a while instead.

 

[Buck 5,000+ posts]

Etizolam? Similar to Valium, etc., only it's more potent by the mg and has a far less dependency rate.
And yes, I've done Benzos. I actually have anxiety and depression as well. College threw me through so many emotions and stress that I ended up not going to class and sitting in my room all day.

I'll eventually go back, but I've decided to go soul searching for a while instead.

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[E-Rock 10+ year member]

You and I are similar //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/fyi.gif.9f1f679348da7204ce960cfc74bca8e0.gif

Same here. Glad I'm not the only one experiencing these issues. It was weird though, I was having a good weekend with a few hiccups then I wake up the next morning and thought i was havinga heart attack.

It scared me because my paternal side of the family has heart disease so I didnt know what was going on. Ugh, **** my genetics.

 

[Buck 5,000+ posts]

Ya. Pretty much every day sucks. Always some shit going on. I'm always told you should enjoy your life. I endure it. But hey, what options do I have.

How do you escape your worst enemy when it's yourself?

 

[E-Rock 10+ year member]

I have a very active imagination and have thought about ******* or going postal but I never have.

Man, I thought this thread would end up.about drug usage but it started to turn pretty dark. I'm just going to.finally get some meds that work, start exercising and start gettin ***** again.

Buck, what you said about enduring life is true. I used to only enjoy life partying and playing video games. Now it just seems like a chore or waste.

 

[TheUnderFighter 10+ year member]

You guys need to learn to not give a ****... makes everything super chill... granted, I don't get much done with my school or anything... but I'm never really unhappy, it's awesome.

 

[E-Rock 10+ year member]

I normally dont give a **** when it comes to getting **** done except for schoolwork. Maybe there is something hidden.inside my psyche that is causing this.

 

[audioholic 5,000+ posts]

I have a very active imagination and have thought about ******* or going postal but I never have.

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[Buck 5,000+ posts]

You guys need to learn to not give a ****... makes everything super chill... granted, I don't get much done with my school or anything... but I'm never really unhappy, it's awesome.

I have tried, but it's not that simple. See, even when I'm asleep, I still have anxiety and depression. I'm to the point now where my dreams are crazy and I wake up with anxiety. It's to a point now where it's having a major physical effect on my body. I could go in to details but I'll just say I feel like shit mentally and physically every single day.

 

[Fiendstolemyamp 10+ year member]

I always found clonazepam / klonopin to be very pleasant & have longer lasting effects than xanax. Vallium never did a **** thing for me. You just don't wanna take any benzos for more that a couple weeks at a time, or drive on em or anything stupid like that. Exercise, proper diet & stopping using any blow or speed or anything like that will go a long way tward getting you back on an even keel.