I’m not really good at story teller, but this is something im going to try and type out, even though I know none of you personally, its good to tell and ask someone’s opinion. Plus not knowing any of you, helps not worry bout people knowing my business. im going to use funny fake names to try and keep things organized! ha...also this was like 6 years ago so I don’t remember every detail, but im going to try my best.
So bout 6 years ago in high school I was talking to this girl we will call Sally. we talked for like 3 weeks before I met her best friend crystal and another friend Tasha who both went to a different school, but crystal was sally’s best friend cause they lived next to each other and grew up together. Anyways I ended up talking to Tasha and stopped talking to sally. Then I introduced one of my good friends john to crystal trying to do that classic friends that date other friends. Anyways john is one of those guys who cheats lies steals, pretty much the bad guy the women love, but then get hurt by.
after bout 3 months of us four all being together all the time, we all grew pretty close, but my friend john was treating crystal really shitty, ended up taking her virginity etc. I didn’t like how he treated her cause im the nice guy who finishes last, but being young, it didn’t matter. crystals family hated john cause they could see right through him, but loved me. Her dad is one of those dads when you meet him, he says if u hurt his daughter, he will kill you, badass type of dads who scare the shit out of you. He definitely scared john because john knew he was playing games with crystal. he didn’t scare me, and I wasn’t with crystal so it didn’t matter.
anyways being crystals close friend and Tasha’s boyfriend was kind of hard, cause I found myself really into both girls. I was with Tasha and that was ok, but I also liked crystals style and knew she was a great girl.
after another month or so, john and crystal split. Tasha and I remained together, but Tasha turned out to be that bad girl that plays games. so trying to be around crystal, I stayed with Tasha as long as possible. crystal and I were like best friends who both knew there was something more, but never expressed it or acted on it, because Tasha.
then one day Tasha and I finally split, but still were pretty much together, friends with benefits kind of thing, always hanging out, messing around, but always having problems. crystal and I still close as ever.
then john came back into the picture, but not back into the picture with crystal, but back into the picture cause him and Tasha were talking quietly. No big deal, I wasn’t with her, so I couldn’t do anything bout it, and I didn’t really care. after about another week or so them being sneaky etc, I decided to finally act on my crush on crystal.
funny enough this was when AOL instant messenger was awesome and my space didn’t exist.
well one night on AIM, crystal and I were talking like usual, and I got the balls to ask her what she thought about me. Surprising me, she was honest and said she wished her and I were together in the first place rather then the other option. Then after talking more and more about it, I said well why don’t we take it slow and try our luck.....she loved that idea.
anyways, I pretty much instantly stopped talking to Tasha all together and was talking and hanging out with crystal as much as possible. We kept it quiet, but after time that became hard to do. Her family loved me. Even her badass tough guy dad ended up loving me. He knew I was a good guy, and he knew he had nothing to worry about with me.
(this is hard to remember and type, ha-ha. now back to the story)
to keep this short, crystal and I never made it official with us, but were pretty much hooked for bout 2 years, but NEVER got physical except some kissing and bullshit. for some reason I just respected this girl and wanted the time to be right.
then one day, I got the worst news ever. Crystals dad got a job offer in another state and she had to move with him!!!! crushed and hurt, I didn’t know what to do, we just continued to act like it wasn’t going to happen. we always talked about how we would get reunited one day on a talk show or something and end up together etc. Then the day came where she was leaving, was a hard day, she stopped by and we said our goodbyes and agreed to keep in touch. she was moving to a small town.
well she moved away and we talked on the phone pretty much every night. after about a month, that started to stop and we kind of slowly separated. stopped talking almost all together.
she ended up meeting this guy and dating him cause he showed her around etc. I was still single and doing my thing.
keeping in touch ended up being a phone call here and there, but never seeing each other except when she came into town for a holiday. Every holiday id get a call from her asking to see me and hang out. at this point she was still dating the new guy, but every time she was in town he was pretty much non existent, and her and I were pretty much back together. holiday after holiday, we had like 5 day relationships, then went our own ways.
I ended up meeting this other girl, dated her for about a year. crystal would call every holiday and wanted to see me, and I ended up turning her down each time cause I was with the new girl. the new girl and I split last year and crystal and I hadn’t really spoke the entire relationship of the new girl. Almost 2 years without much communication.
then one day on my space I was talking to crystals friend sally who was also around during the dating days, but not enough to include in the story. she asked when I had last talked to crystal etc, told her not forever etc.
one night I get a call.....FROM Crystal, she was still dating that guy (4 years now) but said she missed me, gave me a hard time for always turning her down when she called etc, and I told her that if she never moved away in the first place, we probably be together. she told me she was coming into town and wanted to hang out, I was down with that. ended up at this popular dining place with her family. they were all happy to see me etc. her father and I talked etc and he told me how he hates her current boyfriend. I told him if he didn’t take her away, he wouldn’t have that problem ha-ha.
to finish this story up and let you all comment and convo about it, the feelings were gone between crystal and I, but every time she comes into town we hang out, and every time I get those **** feelings of missing her and wishing she was here.
last night I get that call again, she’s in town and wants to hang out, im actually hanging out with this other new girl(Britt) im kind of of talking to so I at first turn her down. then while spending time with Britt, im thinking bout crystal and going to see her when Britt goes to work. Britt goes to work and I call crystal, I tell her ill come see her, but I got to work and im not getting out of my truck, just stopping at the bar she’s at so she can come out and see me and talk for a min.
I go to the bar, she comes out and we start talking, she says she misses me etc blah blah and asked me to come inside and have a drink, i refuse, she then starts begging (little tipsy) and after a hour I end up going into the bar and having a drink. we talk about continuing the night together and end up at my place cuddling in bed. talk about life and how it would be if we were together, and how we miss each other. she’s still dating that guy, but he doesn’t compare to me at all (not being cocky) we end up, after 6 years, finally end up having ***.....TWICE!!! ha-ha....this *** was the most passionate *** ever. Kind of wild just cause I had to wait so long, but great and totally wiped the current girl out of the picture and made me have to **** feelings for her again. I took her home in the morning and she left town again.
she called me when she got home and said she misses me already. explains how much she is thinking about me etc etc.
in conclusion, im ****ing lost.......every time this women comes back into my life, im hooked on her and she’s hooked on me. and now being grown enough to make bigger decisions and knowing more about relationships im starting to wonder if i should do something about it?
what do you think???
