This is a serious question, so please only serious replies.
Right after i take down an animal, after its lying dead in front of me i get an erection. I usually end up masturbating right there in the open and i ejaculate a huge forceful load on the animals. Afterwords i feel really bad and guilty.
Its not like I'm having *** with the dead deer, (although sometimes i do fantasize about it) I'm not sure if this is normal or anyone else has these feelings.
Its made hunting with friends impossible for me. One time i couldn't really help myself (and was a little drunk) and masturbated in front of my buddy. He asked me if he could ********** me, but i told him no and were not really friends anymore.
I really enjoy hunting but I'm not sure if this is normal or not? Does anyone else have issues like this? how do you deal with it? What should i do?