That sux Hoss. I am here for phone *** if you think that will help.while i really appreciate the offer, i honestly dont want to talk about it ATM. but this should explain it:
http://www.caraudio.com/forum/showpost.php?p=4168748&postcount=321
im trying to not think about it right now, because i know i am soon to have plenty of time to think about it... and its really tough right now because as that link explains, it puts me in a very bad spot... but i thought the rest of the forum could use a "the grass is greener" approach, and i could blow off some steam at the same time...
thanks again mike. i probably dont deserve the compassion from you as i think ive been an *** to you in the past...
Why don't you have her come live with you?i guess ill chime in on this as well.
i know a girl(not a girlfriend but might as well be) who lives 3hours away from me. i just moved 2-3 weeks ago. for some reason shes totally in love with me, and i pretty much feel the same way. she never met her dad and her mom is a complete low life *****(whom shes forced to live with). this girl has no one in her life that cares about her but me. she recently told me that shes been cutting herself to deal with the pain (waaaay beyond me: ???: ) im scared that shes gonna end up killing herself, so i told her to call me every mornin when she wakes up(happens to be at 4am) shes constantly sends me texts throughout the day so i know shes ok. and i talk to her on the phone every night until she falls asleep.
i feel like im in a trap. i cant let her go even if i wanted to. i know she would hurt herself even more by cutting or even as far as *******. i know she may seem to have a few loose screws but ive known her for some time now. and she truely is one of the sweetest people ive ever met. i just dont know what to do ne more.
talk shit if you want. thats just my contribution to "my life sucks"... even tho hers sucks more.
Step away from the market for a bit until the gates open back up. When the gates do open at least your experience will lend you an advantage at re-entering.i am located in the strongest area for the market i work in... moving anywhere else would be a HUGE step backwards.