To the OP I just think it's, because you're enjoying the change in routine.
To relate I was juggling a boyfriend of 3 years along with a girlfriend of 1 year. I'm a bi-****** female in case anyone thought I was a guy lol.
Even though both relationships ended nearly the same time, I could not be happier to be single. Sure I do miss the connection I had, and the intimacy...but there are others out there for that you know?
Just take your time and enjoy life even if it means doing it on your own. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/biggrin.gif.d71a5d36fcbab170f2364c9f2e3946cb.gif