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<blockquote data-quote="wu36ca" data-source="post: 3215101" data-attributes="member: 572583">Never considered *******, but there was a long stretch of time during my teen years where I wish I wasn&#039;t alive.&nbsp; Mainly the first two years of high school.&nbsp; I would never consider myself clinically depressed since any depression was directly related to some catalyst.&nbsp; During that time I was really lonely and wasn&#039;t doing so hot in school.&nbsp; I sort of grew out of it.&nbsp; I am going to grad school soon so school is no longer a problem.&nbsp; I got some gf&#039;s in the meantime and that helped things.&nbsp; Even though I was lonely, I was happy as hell when my first relationship ended.&nbsp; I still feel my personal relationships are not completely on the ball, but I manage.&nbsp; Am I stressed... hell yeah.&nbsp; Am I depressed/suicidal... far from.&nbsp; I could never commit ******* because frankly I am a squeamish punk and the thought of drawing my own blood grosses me out.&nbsp; Other methods would just take too long.&nbsp; I was never the cry for attention type.&nbsp; Nobody ever knew about it since it embarassed me and I didn&#039;t want to tell.My gf is going through major depression.&nbsp; I feel powerless because unlike my case that had a true cause, hers seems to be out of the blue.&nbsp; Nothing she can totally pinpoint it to.&nbsp; Its really frustrating and putting a strain on the relationship.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="wu36ca, post: 3215101, member: 572583"] Never considered *******, but there was a long stretch of time during my teen years where I wish I wasn't alive. Mainly the first two years of high school. I would never consider myself clinically depressed since any depression was directly related to some catalyst. During that time I was really lonely and wasn't doing so hot in school. I sort of grew out of it. I am going to grad school soon so school is no longer a problem. I got some gf's in the meantime and that helped things. Even though I was lonely, I was happy as hell when my first relationship ended. I still feel my personal relationships are not completely on the ball, but I manage. Am I stressed... hell yeah. Am I depressed/suicidal... far from. I could never commit ******* because frankly I am a squeamish punk and the thought of drawing my own blood grosses me out. Other methods would just take too long. I was never the cry for attention type. Nobody ever knew about it since it embarassed me and I didn't want to tell. My gf is going through major depression. I feel powerless because unlike my case that had a true cause, hers seems to be out of the blue. Nothing she can totally pinpoint it to. Its really frustrating and putting a strain on the relationship. [/QUOTE]

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