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<blockquote data-quote="luvinthebass" data-source="post: 3214116" data-attributes="member: 558149">i tried with painkillers and just ended up blackin out and wakin up again, while i that state i felt like i was floating and in awhole nother realm where my thoughts would tell me where to go, was weird,&nbsp; i also used to drink alot and my perception on reality was tottally different, it was like i was livin in my own world inside my self and not knowin where to go and feeling trapped and every day felt the same exact way and my life was just flyin by, months would go by and i&#039;d ask them and they&#039;d say no it&#039;s goin by really slow then i&#039;m like wtf am i doin this isn&#039;t me, the alcohol affected my personality , my mindset and my conscious, i was sleep deprived, hallucinated both visual and auditorial, heard voices and decided i&#039;m gonna quit drinkin as much and about 2 weeks later i began to find myself again, i got back into car audio and basketball and things i love and was me again, there was somethin that day that just wouldn&#039;t let me pass on when i did the painkillers, guess it wasn&#039;t my time to go, i hate hitting rock bottom but everytime i seem to get out of it and somethin good happens. i have read that takin meds will make u feel worse so i&#039;m not even goin to bother with that shit.so that&#039;s my storywe&#039;ve all been there if ya haven&#039;t you will sometime in ur life</blockquote>

[QUOTE="luvinthebass, post: 3214116, member: 558149"] i tried with painkillers and just ended up blackin out and wakin up again, while i that state i felt like i was floating and in awhole nother realm where my thoughts would tell me where to go, was weird, i also used to drink alot and my perception on reality was tottally different, it was like i was livin in my own world inside my self and not knowin where to go and feeling trapped and every day felt the same exact way and my life was just flyin by, months would go by and i'd ask them and they'd say no it's goin by really slow then i'm like wtf am i doin this isn't me, the alcohol affected my personality , my mindset and my conscious, i was sleep deprived, hallucinated both visual and auditorial, heard voices and decided i'm gonna quit drinkin as much and about 2 weeks later i began to find myself again, i got back into car audio and basketball and things i love and was me again, there was somethin that day that just wouldn't let me pass on when i did the painkillers, guess it wasn't my time to go, i hate hitting rock bottom but everytime i seem to get out of it and somethin good happens. i have read that takin meds will make u feel worse so i'm not even goin to bother with that shit. so that's my story we've all been there if ya haven't you will sometime in ur life [/QUOTE]

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