Understand something. I am "living my life". I have been since my very early 30's. I have experienced things you wouldn't have the balls to attempt. I have been well over 230mph on the ground, 140mph on water. I have been 36,500ft in the air and 300feet below the ocean. I play guitar, ride motorcycles, drive cars, trucks, SUVs fork lifts, back hoes, tractors (big and small). I have shot everything from a .22 up to a 40mm. Bows and arrows too. I have swam with dolphins, sharks, alligators and manatees. I have done much, much more.