I've had 2 shoulder surgeries between 16-18 years old from a dirtbike wreck where I slammed into the ground after jumping something and my front tire landed on a hidden rock, threw me into the ground right on my left shoulder. I had to eventually have 5 anchors put in my shoulder for the 5 tendons that were completely torn. Then at 19, because of my pretty bad pes cavus, a football injury that never healed, and my neurological disorder and how that messes up my connective tissue, I had a full rupture of my L5/S1. It was very bad. I'm so glad you don't have to go through that. My disk broke down over a period of years and my disk fully ruptured, because my chronic health issues make things not heal well....like my wisdom teeth. But I couldn't move or feel my entire left leg, I could only feel the right side of my thigh and no other parts of my leg. Couldn't really walk....the scheduling for the surgery and how fast my situation went from bad to worse lead me to basically going in and out of shock from the pain. I was 19, about to turn 20, when I finally had the surgery. I don't even remember the 2-3 weeks before the surgery. I was in bed, I think. It was really bad, and it was so severe that my body still thinks it's dying, and there's nothing I can do about it. How long my body stayed in the injured state broke some automatic system that your brain uses to protect your body. Ever since that surgery, which I'm so likely to have because of the type of advanced chronic health problems I have, my body is stuck in a forced state of awareness like I'm dying. My body still think it's dying, and it's been that way for 10 years. I've re-bulged the last 25% of that disk in my back in March 2020, just by bending slightly the wrong way after sitting for too long. I can't drive to go see my family or friends, for example, because I can't sit in a car....if I have to have surgery again, I'll be in debt for the rest of my life, and the surgery will almost certainly be a fusion of those two vertebrae. I've been living in a bedroom for 10 years, basically, because of what my back surgery did to my overall health.
I was getting really upset, because I have a 6 speed manual fun car as my only vehicle, and my left side sciatica is the issue. I was so worried I couldn't drive my manual, because I was having trouble controlling my left leg, due to the disk. Oh man, that mad me sad. But it hasn't fully broken yet, but it hasn't really gotten better, because my body tries to crush itself (advanced neuro problems). That's why you see me on here a lot; can't really do anything else.
So, my point is this: definitely take care of yourself. Let your body heal well; if my horrible health issues give me any credibility, then take it from me, nothing in the world matters if you have no health. No health = no life. Don't sacrifice your body for money or anything like that; you run a risk of winding up with neither.