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<blockquote data-quote="zachzchw" data-source="post: 1087506" data-attributes="member: 558373"><p>So, Im gonna be a Dad, in like March. Ive never met my real dad, and dont get along well with my stepdad, so my biggest fear is that I wont be a good dad to my child.</p><p></p><p>I also have a problem with drugs.....I used to smoke weed and eat xanax all day every day. I did this for like three years....</p><p></p><p>It was so bad I would like lose track of what day it is, and I still run into people that know me from when we partied, but I have no idea who they are. I stopped doing the shit hardcore like two years ago.</p><p></p><p>Every so often, for some reason, I do it again. Its like some huge stress takes over, and its all I can do to relieve the tension. So, I bought a bag and some bars on friday...and stayed high till Tuesday. My wife left me, she moved to her moms. I deserve it, yes. At the same time I feel like guilty, incredibly sad, horrible, generally not good. I had a family- a wife, two dogs, a house full of things weve picked out together.....Now, I come home to an empty house, one dog....And its just lonely.</p><p></p><p>Yeah, I said Im lonely, go ahead and flame me.</p><p></p><p>Current state of our marriage is that we are taking some time apart, so I can show her that I can stay clean...plus were gonna try to identify some other issues that can make our marriage better. Our baby will be here in March, my plan is to be living together again by then. She is saying it will take like at least a year, and I want to be a family from the beginning of my childs life. I made an appointment with an addiction specialist, its on Monday. Any other thoughts?</p><p></p><p>It continues. We got a new GM in at work, and hes a by the book type of guy. No more overtime, run the store under labor guidelines, maximize profit. So my hours got cut in half......I quit and got another job, but still sucks because I liked my job.</p><p></p><p>Still more- UPS managed possibly damage my Alpine deck and a saw at one of their facilitys. Because of this, I lost the oppurtunity to have two nice *** Diamond amps.....And have to wait for the insurance money to buy a new deck or whatever. I bought a blown amp with the intentions of having it fixed, it was delivered to my front door, and left, no knock or anything. And it was stolen before I got it.</p><p></p><p>So, flame me all you want, but this is my one ***** and moan thread I will make on this forum.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="zachzchw, post: 1087506, member: 558373"] So, Im gonna be a Dad, in like March. Ive never met my real dad, and dont get along well with my stepdad, so my biggest fear is that I wont be a good dad to my child. I also have a problem with drugs.....I used to smoke weed and eat xanax all day every day. I did this for like three years.... It was so bad I would like lose track of what day it is, and I still run into people that know me from when we partied, but I have no idea who they are. I stopped doing the shit hardcore like two years ago. Every so often, for some reason, I do it again. Its like some huge stress takes over, and its all I can do to relieve the tension. So, I bought a bag and some bars on friday...and stayed high till Tuesday. My wife left me, she moved to her moms. I deserve it, yes. At the same time I feel like guilty, incredibly sad, horrible, generally not good. I had a family- a wife, two dogs, a house full of things weve picked out together.....Now, I come home to an empty house, one dog....And its just lonely. Yeah, I said Im lonely, go ahead and flame me. Current state of our marriage is that we are taking some time apart, so I can show her that I can stay clean...plus were gonna try to identify some other issues that can make our marriage better. Our baby will be here in March, my plan is to be living together again by then. She is saying it will take like at least a year, and I want to be a family from the beginning of my childs life. I made an appointment with an addiction specialist, its on Monday. Any other thoughts? It continues. We got a new GM in at work, and hes a by the book type of guy. No more overtime, run the store under labor guidelines, maximize profit. So my hours got cut in half......I quit and got another job, but still sucks because I liked my job. Still more- UPS managed possibly damage my Alpine deck and a saw at one of their facilitys. Because of this, I lost the oppurtunity to have two nice *** Diamond amps.....And have to wait for the insurance money to buy a new deck or whatever. I bought a blown amp with the intentions of having it fixed, it was delivered to my front door, and left, no knock or anything. And it was stolen before I got it. So, flame me all you want, but this is my one ***** and moan thread I will make on this forum. [/QUOTE]
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