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<blockquote data-quote="faulkton" data-source="post: 1396268" data-attributes="member: 561910">Well i will say i had a lot of fun times on speed. A lot of really terrible times as well, and they certainly outweighed the good times. Speed is a lifestyle....everything you do or think has something to do with doing dope, getting dope, trading dope for cool toys, finding better dope...it almost becomes like a deity.&nbsp; But once you start if you have easy access to it, its over. To quit it took a lot of really bad things happening to me and i had to move cross country to the most remote ****ed up place in the US. I&#039;m glad i did too.mdma really doesn&#039;t make you impotent. Well i guess it can like coke or speed...give you that kind of impotence. It can really **** with your emotions though, if you do it excessively. After you do it a lot the come down is the worst. Really bad depression, anxiety...and extreme apathy. It goes away after a few years though, IMO.Drugs are bad though, and can really fvck your whole life up. Ive been clean for over two years now and I&#039;m so much better off. I&#039;m back in school and got a 4.0 last semester, but I&#039;m very lucky to not be dead or in prison.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="faulkton, post: 1396268, member: 561910"] Well i will say i had a lot of fun times on speed. A lot of really terrible times as well, and they certainly outweighed the good times. Speed is a lifestyle....everything you do or think has something to do with doing dope, getting dope, trading dope for cool toys, finding better dope...it almost becomes like a deity. But once you start if you have easy access to it, its over. To quit it took a lot of really bad things happening to me and i had to move cross country to the most remote ****ed up place in the US. I'm glad i did too. mdma really doesn't make you impotent. Well i guess it can like coke or speed...give you that kind of impotence. It can really **** with your emotions though, if you do it excessively. After you do it a lot the come down is the worst. Really bad depression, anxiety...and extreme apathy. It goes away after a few years though, IMO. Drugs are bad though, and can really fvck your whole life up. Ive been clean for over two years now and I'm so much better off. I'm back in school and got a 4.0 last semester, but I'm very lucky to not be dead or in prison. [/QUOTE]

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