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<blockquote data-quote="Fi_" data-source="post: 7601605" data-attributes="member: 637405">I came here with a strong attitude acting like I knew how things worked and like I didn&#039;t have much to learn and I know that I have much to learn. I came here pointing fingers and trying to change things. I talked to Jesse and he made me realize some things and at first I showed him the same attitude that I did everyone else. I guess what I&#039;m trying to say is sometimes I let **** get the best of me and I get pissed of when someone says I am wrong and I don&#039;t take criticism well. I know my faults and I&#039;ve delt with them my whole life. I guess I just got defensive and started blaming people and talking ****. Some things I don&#039;t agree with still but I have to adjust afterall you have all been here longer and I just got here and there aren&#039;t many forums of this calibur around.Theres a reason why many of you dislike me and few like me and I have realized this so I&#039;m willing to change my ways **** it up put it in the past and try starting fresh. People like Tony, Better N Reverse, Rabbit and a few others I&#039;m sorry for letting my Ego and real life problems affect my thought processes and decision making im working on this trust me my girlfriend hates it haha but what does she know shes a female jk. Anyways if yall still hate me its fine I just want to try and be able to come here and get along and take advice without pissing anyone off including myself, so sorry CA.com for being so butthurt.I&#039;ve just got a lot going on in my life right now and lately I have just been pissed off at the whole world quitting smoking, girl moving for college, mom has cancer. But then again we all have problems and I can&#039;t rely on them as excuses.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Fi_, post: 7601605, member: 637405"] I came here with a strong attitude acting like I knew how things worked and like I didn't have much to learn and I know that I have much to learn. I came here pointing fingers and trying to change things. I talked to Jesse and he made me realize some things and at first I showed him the same attitude that I did everyone else. I guess what I'm trying to say is sometimes I let **** get the best of me and I get pissed of when someone says I am wrong and I don't take criticism well. I know my faults and I've delt with them my whole life. I guess I just got defensive and started blaming people and talking ****. Some things I don't agree with still but I have to adjust afterall you have all been here longer and I just got here and there aren't many forums of this calibur around. Theres a reason why many of you dislike me and few like me and I have realized this so I'm willing to change my ways **** it up put it in the past and try starting fresh. People like Tony, Better N Reverse, Rabbit and a few others I'm sorry for letting my Ego and real life problems affect my thought processes and decision making im working on this trust me my girlfriend hates it haha but what does she know shes a female jk. Anyways if yall still hate me its fine I just want to try and be able to come here and get along and take advice without pissing anyone off including myself, so sorry CA.com for being so butthurt. I've just got a lot going on in my life right now and lately I have just been pissed off at the whole world quitting smoking, girl moving for college, mom has cancer. But then again we all have problems and I can't rely on them as excuses. [/QUOTE]

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