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<blockquote data-quote="Dirtrider4eva" data-source="post: 8147116" data-attributes="member: 631267">i post this here to remain decently anonymous. pretty comfortable to sit behind a screen name and have an identity we can all pretend to impose. personally today i feel like crap. I feel as if i do not know where im going and stuck in place. one thing i&#039;ve noticed as time goes by more and more friend disappear.&nbsp; Frankly however, it doesnt bother me, i lost the desire to hang with most of them. I grow tired of their stupidity in most cases. is this just me? having a harder time tolerating people.i feel weak mentally at night. During the day im a stronger person, but as night comes i think about things too much, i feel sad, and down on myself for no reason. I feel alone even though there&#039;s people around me.. it sucks. i know everyone feels bad once in a while, but this is pretty often.. I&#039;ve thought of depression being the issue, but its only during the night. never another time. Never suicidal, never pain inflicting, just sad. im not posting this to get trolled, to get bashed, but to speak my mind without being thought as different by people in my life..Anyone else like this?</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Dirtrider4eva, post: 8147116, member: 631267"] i post this here to remain decently anonymous. pretty comfortable to sit behind a screen name and have an identity we can all pretend to impose. personally today i feel like crap. I feel as if i do not know where im going and stuck in place. one thing i've noticed as time goes by more and more friend disappear. Frankly however, it doesnt bother me, i lost the desire to hang with most of them. I grow tired of their stupidity in most cases. is this just me? having a harder time tolerating people. i feel weak mentally at night. During the day im a stronger person, but as night comes i think about things too much, i feel sad, and down on myself for no reason. I feel alone even though there's people around me.. it su[COLOR=black]ck[/COLOR]s. i know everyone feels bad once in a while, but this is pretty often.. I've thought of depression being the issue, but its only during the night. never another time. Never suicidal, never pain inflicting, just sad. im not posting this to get trolled, to get bashed, but to speak my mind without being thought as different by people in my life.. Anyone else like this? [/QUOTE]

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