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<blockquote data-quote="hoss" data-source="post: 4422893" data-attributes="member: 549860">yup, and like i said in my text, im not keeping hopes high.&nbsp; if it happens, it happens.&nbsp; i mean, im not going anywhere anytime soon.&nbsp; not that that is my choice, i still cant just move on.&nbsp; so ill take my time, do what i have to do, focus on other things, whatever happens happens.&nbsp; she has options and choices, if she wants to talk, ill be here, but im going to leave her the space she wants or needs.&nbsp; and if she chooses him, i wont be here at all.&nbsp; at least not for a while anyways, so i can take some time to dissaciate.and i know ive said it before, and ill say it again, and it might sound gay...&nbsp; but thanks to everyone on here, it really has been a help having a place to vent and people to talk to.&nbsp; been way more helpful than i ever imagined just talking would be //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/smile.gif.1ebc41e1811405b213edfc4622c41e27.gif .&nbsp; im finally starting to round the corner a little bit, i still have good days and bad days, but im starting to learn to look up a little.&nbsp; im accepting that things are not in my control, and ive just got to deal with it.&nbsp; might not be what i want, but if i cant control it, i cant let it control me.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="hoss, post: 4422893, member: 549860"] yup, and like i said in my text, im not keeping hopes high. if it happens, it happens. i mean, im not going anywhere anytime soon. not that that is my choice, i still cant just move on. so ill take my time, do what i have to do, focus on other things, whatever happens happens. she has options and choices, if she wants to talk, ill be here, but im going to leave her the space she wants or needs. and if she chooses him, i wont be here at all. at least not for a while anyways, so i can take some time to dissaciate. and i know ive said it before, and ill say it again, and it might sound gay... but thanks to everyone on here, it really has been a help having a place to vent and people to talk to. been way more helpful than i ever imagined just talking would be [IMG]//content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/smile.gif.1ebc41e1811405b213edfc4622c41e27.gif[/IMG] . im finally starting to round the corner a little bit, i still have good days and bad days, but im starting to learn to look up a little. im accepting that things are not in my control, and ive just got to deal with it. might not be what i want, but if i cant control it, i cant let it control me. [/QUOTE]

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