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<blockquote data-quote="Hydrastas" data-source="post: 4326975" data-attributes="member: 566848"><p>i&#039;ve never felt so helpless... i did give in, it was so repulsive to my lungs and yet i still managed to finish every ****ing puff, i puked afterwards.&nbsp; still feel sick, the thoughts of her still remain yet now with an all familiar pain in my chest that is literally real from the tars of the cig and no longer just from the compassion broken from her words.&nbsp; so what if she is out of my league, and she may be stuck up and probably shallow minded.&nbsp; does this mean that i&#039;ll never have a chance with her? no matter what i do to show her my fellings for her?&nbsp; if i had a guy deliver a dozen roses to her with a poem would that get me nowhere? she&#039;s only 18 and i 19, by the way i&#039;ve seen her actions im assuming that she&#039;s never felt the type of love i have for her, if i show her this would she be able to change? or would my pain only strengthen in my attempts?</p></blockquote><p></p>

[QUOTE="Hydrastas, post: 4326975, member: 566848"] i've never felt so helpless... i did give in, it was so repulsive to my lungs and yet i still managed to finish every ****ing puff, i puked afterwards. still feel sick, the thoughts of her still remain yet now with an all familiar pain in my chest that is literally real from the tars of the cig and no longer just from the compassion broken from her words. so what if she is out of my league, and she may be stuck up and probably shallow minded. does this mean that i'll never have a chance with her? no matter what i do to show her my fellings for her? if i had a guy deliver a dozen roses to her with a poem would that get me nowhere? she's only 18 and i 19, by the way i've seen her actions im assuming that she's never felt the type of love i have for her, if i show her this would she be able to change? or would my pain only strengthen in my attempts? [/QUOTE]

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