lol, i will consider bringing a back up with me.
i really dont think she is bs-ing. i tried calling before and her phone was disconected, then when i did get through to her she was pretty relieved. im not holding high hopes for the third time, but if it works, it works...
as for trying too hard, ive stopped trying altogether. i sent her a message when she didnt show, and when she didnt respond i called to make sure she was alright. like i said, if it works, it works. if not, im not going to cry about it. well, i might cry, but ill blame it on something else, like not having a happy period.