sounds like you need to get off your *** and find some direction in life.
i was going nowhere and all my friends left for college ect. i did fulltime work, partime w\ shcool, parttime school w\ job, ect ect
none of it mad me happy - i had like 4 jobs (one 20k\year\insurance\paid vacation too), living in my parents house attending community college, having a fulltime job and then noone to enjoy my meager wages with.
its not something that is uncommon on these boards, around your town, or in the US - espicallally at 20. you guys might even be overweight. you need a close friend, go to the gym a lot - its really fun to work out with a close friend, then get a job that you dont hate, even if it does not pay as much as a job that you do hate.
hell. i decided to go into the navy. they pay for your schooling, your IT training after bootcamp IS college credit. THEY PAY YOU to go to college, you have a job, LOTS AND LOTS of comrodrie (spelling)
one of the things i hate most is to be alone. even if its just somone else in the room doing nothing with me, it really makes me feel happier. in the military, you have thousands of brothers, and guys that will help you just because.
the other day i was working out at the reserve center with a recruiter, and a petty officer first class came in and suggested some workout routine that is really easy, he said thats what he does every day (the guy had a ****ing 6 pack and he was like 60).
if you get a flat tire, and theres a big navy sticker on your car one random day - chances are a navy guy will stop and help
i dunno, for me - its a way to get out of my cirty, explore the world, get some on the job IT training, meet TONS of new people, and earn some good money while im at it (not to mention full insurance coverage and living expenses paid for)
if you arent that kind of guy, you just need to get some friends. im not saying get drunk all the time - because seriously thats a huge waste of money. do what makes you happy, not what people want you to do.
we have all been depressed at one time or anyother - and guess what - the only way to fix it is to get the hell off your *** and make a commitment. decide to do something - and fight to make it happen.
