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Hollis, I know it's easy to tell someone this from the outside looking in, but IMO, from what I've been through...
You need to not worry about being unfair to her, because she is being unfair to you. She can't have your cake and blow some other cake, that's gluttony.

(I'm the metaphor/analogy king BTW. I'm also good with handling things in a delicate manner //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/wink.gif.608e3ea05f1a9f98611af0861652f8fb.gif )

Back on point, if you are more concerned in facilitating someone who isn't going to benefit you and that causes you more grief, all your doing is shitting on yourself. The worlds not going to magically stop shitting on you, you HAVE TO take the bull by the balls and make it happen, be selfish, because what you've been doing doesn't seem to have worked.

I'm really not trying to be an *******, I really want to see you feeling better man, but this was a lesson I learned about a year ago, it was possibly the hardest, yet most useful lesson I've ever learned.

I can't say our situations were exactly alike but they were very similar. This is the same advise I gave Noah, although I'm pretty sure I was more of a dick about it to him. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/crap.gif.7f4dd41e3e9b23fbd170a1ee6f65cecc.gif And it's now what Noah, and everyone else is trying to tell you.

You really have to do this for you, and no matter how you handle it, you have to do SOMETHING, because staying in that hole will get you nowhere other than the bottom of that hole.

I love you guy. In the gayest way possible. Considering I've never met you.
ive started to realize this over this week, and im accepting that you guys are right.

and i love you too //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/smile.gif.1ebc41e1811405b213edfc4622c41e27.gif . i have gotten alot of help from this forum over the past week or so, and whether the people realize it or not, its been a big help and meant alot just to have someone to talk to //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/smile.gif.1ebc41e1811405b213edfc4622c41e27.gif

 
in other news, i went down to see her last night and tell her what i needed to tell her, about not being able to stay around. things did not go exactly as planned...

the entire situation got more weirder, which i didnt think was possible... i told her my side of it, she got very pissed off and confrontational, which was somewhat expected. then we hung out a little bit, she admitted she could see where i was coming from, and admitted that it was not what she wanted at all, and that it hurt her. then she got very upset about everything that was going on, her love life situation, her family situation, her job situation, her living arrangement situation... i did my best to comfort her, gave her the best advice i had to offer, which was probably biased oppinions... so the ball is left in her court, i gave her some options, she just has to figure out what is right.

 
Input Impedance 13,000 ohms woot?
Low Z out high Z in gives you a more true voltage follower circuit vs current follower. As the Z of the input device approaches being equal to the source device the source device has to supply more current than it would if the input device had a high impedance. The higher the current the more drain on the output circuit causing it to be less exact and increases the effects of inductance and capacitance on the line.

This helps keep resonances low and helps reject other noise.

It's fully JFET on the input which gives them the ability to generate such a high input impedance. I know there are pre-amps out there with 22k or 120k inputs. But, usually they are that high because they are sacrificing something else. Plus since the inputs are JFET it doesn't really matter since the voltage load across the input is usually very small while keeping a high ratio over the Vd at the outputs. Plus, I believe that the input is a differential input so even if noise was generated from the impedance crossover it would be filtered at the differentiator. I assume it is designed this way because with FETS you can't cheat and just invert the input with a capacitor or diode. Usually a pure FET design doesn't have many capacitors or anything else in the circuit path and Moon is known for the super short circuit paths.

Anyway, with the fully balanced output MOS-FETS the output impedance can be 50 Ohms. So input into an amplifier with a high impedance input and you preserve the signal the best possible way.

 
well I guess you did what you had to hoss. and like you said the ball is in her court. Just hopefully it goes well.
yup, and like i said in my text, im not keeping hopes high. if it happens, it happens. i mean, im not going anywhere anytime soon. not that that is my choice, i still cant just move on. so ill take my time, do what i have to do, focus on other things, whatever happens happens. she has options and choices, if she wants to talk, ill be here, but im going to leave her the space she wants or needs. and if she chooses him, i wont be here at all. at least not for a while anyways, so i can take some time to dissaciate.

and i know ive said it before, and ill say it again, and it might sound gay... but thanks to everyone on here, it really has been a help having a place to vent and people to talk to. been way more helpful than i ever imagined just talking would be //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/smile.gif.1ebc41e1811405b213edfc4622c41e27.gif . im finally starting to round the corner a little bit, i still have good days and bad days, but im starting to learn to look up a little. im accepting that things are not in my control, and ive just got to deal with it. might not be what i want, but if i cant control it, i cant let it control me.

 
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