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[NMBR1SPT 10+ year member]

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[faulkton 5,000+ posts]

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[blue 10+ year member]

God , how I hate to post this !! ...... But if it just maybe will help you ....

One and one half years ago I started having trouble going to sleep at night. NO AMOUNT of strong sleeping pills worked either. My Dr. sent me to a psycologist for evaluation , and he decided i had really bad ADD. He tried prescribing me about 6 types of the newer , and modern ADD meds , but they ALL made me sick as hell.

So he prescribed me Adderral , and it helped AMAZINGLY well !! I would never take it past 3:00pm , and because my body had been going so hard during the day , I would sleep well at night. But there was one major problem : I LOVED THE WAY IT MADE ME FEEL !!!! I took it for about three months , but started taking more each day to keep making me have the same feeling. Which meant i started running out of my monthly supply in about 6 days .....

So I turned to meth for that feeling.... At first I would just drop a little in my morning coffee. Exactly three months after scoring my first bit of meth , i had lost 105 lbs , and was spending $600 EVERY DAY on meth !!!!!!!!! I went insane , and was smoking meth like crazy.

I nearly lost my family , and I spent hundreds of thousands of dollars on that crap.

And it all started with Adderral ...

I've been clean for one year now .... but think about meth every day. So tell me .... Is Adderral harmless to use just once in a while ? FUKK NO //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/blackeye.gif.66a1670f5aaf7f406e783a63e3387dc5.gif

 

[azimuth 5,000+ posts]

glad you're still alive. back before prison i had numerous friends that i partied with. got out years later to find most of them 95 pounds and on deaths edge. prison may very well have saved my life. awesome on your year sober. that shit will **** every piece of your existence. the worst is behind you now. nice work.

 

[barneythedino 10+ year member]

I feel like, it depends what kind of person you are and how your mind works which needs to get taken into consideration before trying something such as adderol. Some people simply are able to control themselves, and some people can't. That's life, it happens with every thing from alcohol to herion. Some people get too dependent because they can't control themselves. If you're like that, then you should stay away, if you can control yourself I don't see what's wrong using it to help out once in awhile.

 

[blue 10+ year member]

glad you're still alive. back before prison i had numerous friends that i partied with. got out years later to find most of them 95 pounds and on deaths edge. prison may very well have saved my life. awesome on your year sober. that shit will **** every piece of your existence. the worst is behind you now. nice work.

Thank you .... Fortunately , I had the funds to support that insane habit , but I shudder to think what i would have stooped to doing if i had not been able to afford it. At that time , that drug was the ONLY thing that mattered to me.

I can understand how people will steal , lie , cheat , and even kill to support their habit. I will NEVER be a slave to anything again.

If anyone who reads my post gets anything at all from it , I hope it is this :

Looking back , I still can't believe or even begin to understand how friggin fast it all happened ! I just thought I had control .... HA !! It still seems like a dream in many ways .... a NIGHTMARE.

 

[blue 10+ year member]

I feel like, it depends what kind of person you are and how your mind works which needs to get taken into consideration before trying something such as adderol. Some people simply are able to control themselves, and some people can't. That's life, it happens with every thing from alcohol to herion. Some people get too dependent because they can't control themselves. If you're like that, then you should stay away, if you can control yourself I don't see what's wrong using it to help out once in awhile.

Funny .... That's exactly what I thought too. Fools play fool's games.

 

[elementxero 10+ year member]

I love adderal, as long as its SOMETIMES.

Same with every drug though. Any drug is safe as long as its not ****ing with your body or your life too much.

Frankly I prefer blow as an upper as long as its following the same guideline of SOMETIMES.

 

[elementxero 10+ year member]

Funny .... That's exactly what I thought too. Fools play fool's games.

That's bullshit though, fool's make broad sweeping judgements about the world based on their own tiny subjective viewpoint and experiences.

I have done every (non-obscure) drug there is a few times. It's a part of living life for me to break up the monotony with a mind altering experience once in a while. Sometimes just pot or booze, the occaisional mushroom trip, once in a while some blow while I'm drinking if someone else provides it.......

My life is perfectly in order. I've had a consistently mild and controlled drug habit since I was 16 and my lifestyle, income, intelligence, and general well-being has been in a steady incline while my usage maintained a relative flatline.

Unlike you, I'm not going to say "EVERYONE GO DROP ACID TONIGHT CUZ IM PERFECTLY FINE WITH IT LOL" just because it didn't destroy my life. There are going to be some people who have developed insufficient frameworks for thought and control to handle it.

Simple as that.

 

[bimma85 5,000+ posts]

personally, im loving the feeling, and think i should take it on a weekly basis or so to catch up.

That made me lol //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/laugh.gif.48439b2acf2cfca21620f01e7f77d1e4.gif

 

[elementxero 10+ year member]

That's bullshit though, fool's make broad sweeping judgements about the world based on their own tiny subjective viewpoint and experiences.

Nothing like a petty grammatical ****up to invalidate your whole point.

 

[954runner 10+ year member]

well, in case anyone was wondering, i'm pretty sure it paid off. i studied hardcore all the way up until my test (1pm today). i checked online, and i got an 87, which is insane, considering my average on the other three tests in there was a 46.

 

[btnhfan 5,000+ posts]

I drank 2 redbulls within 30 min of each other.

I was feelin weird. Not gonna do that again. Id rather be tired than have that. Or just drink one.

 

[954runner 10+ year member]

I drank 2 redbulls within 30 min of each other.
I was feelin weird. Not gonna do that again. Id rather be tired than have that. Or just drink one.

meh. energy drinks don't do much for me...

p.s. ive been up for 42 hours straight now and don't feel tired at all lol

 

[faulkton 5,000+ posts]

if you were spending $600 on speed you were getting ripped the fukk off..