**** dude, that *****. I feel ya on the back issues. I too have lots of nerve damage and disc problems with my L3-L5 and S1. Possibly pending surgery here soon and I'm not even 21 yet. It ***** and it really does bring you down like no other. I couldn't imagine it with everything else going on as well. I don't know how religious you are, but prayers out you bro. Hope you can get back to as normal as normal gets for you soon and start doing the things you love once more!